A Day of Pain/Pleasure Paradox - Duo with Victoria Rage and Joyfull
I have been seeing Victoria Rage for about a year now, exploring our
mutal interests and learning many things during my expeditions with her.
I view her at this point as a highly professional instructor/mentor
with whom I have a great friendly working relationship, and I trust her
implicitly. I have extensively communicated with her about my goals and
desires, and she has been helping me work through them. She has at this
point a *vast* knowledge of my various buttons and responses, and
possesses a preternatural ability to make use of ideas I may have
mentioned off-handedly to her months ago to amaze, delight and torment
me :-)
Recently she introduced me to Miss J.F./Purely Joyful as a
surprise during a session, because she thought we'd enjoy each other. I
have since had a very intimate and intense all day/overnight experience
with Joy, and the two of us have really hit it off. We have many very
similar interests, and compliment each other wonderfully. Victoria Rage
did well to bring us together :-)
During some discussions with
Ms. Rage, she and Joy and I brewed up an idea for all-day roleplaying
scene that turned out...well..... outrageously fabulous does not even
begin to describe the results. I will go into a bit more detail than is
usual for my writings here because this was so stunning and
transformative. My pre-scene negotiations consisted mostly of letting
each lady understand that I trusted their judgment and their ability to
honor my boundaries within their areas of interest. I play with
Victoria Rage this way all the time now, and on the basis of my recent
work with Joy, I also completely trust her to understand and honor my
limits. That is - all bets were off, within the context of our agreed
scene.
I arrived at the lobby of VR's place at about noon, and
met with Joy. Joy said hello to me, we giggled briefly with anticipation
of the day to come, then we both got into our roles: Joy as my dear
wife who had arranged for the two of us to meet with Dr. Rage, a
renowned sexologist, to discuss some relationship troubles we'd been
having, and I as the clueless husband somewhat hesitant to visit a
therapist. Joy perfectly looked the part of the somewhat frustrated,
somewhat lusty, somewhat shy wife, with more-than-a-bit of a secret.
We
proceeded up to Dr. Rage's door together, knocked, and she greeted us
warmly, and led us inside. Ms. Rage looked absolutely professional, and
lovely in a very hot doctor sort of way.
(An aside at this point
- we were all together from noon until nearly The Witching Hour, and
neither wonderful lady broke character the entire time, until we were
relaxing afterwards. I tried to stay in character myself as best I
could, but I am not nearly as good of an improv player as my companions,
and they'd had a couple of weeks to plan together, while I myself was
operating only on the barest outline, to maintain the suspense and
anticipation. This made the whole day great fun, and extra challenging
on my part. Well done, VR and Joy, well done!)
Into the Doctor's
consulting room we went, and she began to lead us through a quite
realistic couples' counselling session. (Victoria Rage would make a fine
RL counselor IMHO...) After hearing our tales of woe, she looked
thoughtful, and instructed me to go step into the washroom and freshen
up, as I'd been travelling all day, while she needed to speak with Joy
for a bit, to get her side of the story alone...
When I came out
shortly thereafter, Dr. Rage requested that Joy and I move into another
room of her expansive counseling facility. She told us that to help her
further diagnose our problem, it would be necessary for her to witness
the two of us... making love...so she could see how we interacted. Joy
was quite shocked and shy about this, as was I. Dr. Rage sat on a chair
at the door to the room, and told us to try to ignore her, and suggested
that we begin by taking turns disrobing each other, then perhaps begin
simply with some sensual massage. And so we began...
(This was a
bit evil of Dr. Rage, as she knows both Joy and I practice various
types of semi-esoteric energy work and massage in our Real Lives..., and
I swear she was positively licking her lips as she made the
suggestion...)
I started by massaging Joy, and encouraging her to
relax and try to express herself, as she was so shy and tense about the
situation. I rather suspected that the rest of the day might involve a
different role for me, so I must confess I took great advantage of the
moment, and positively tortured poor Joy simply with touch for...rather a
long time....until she was begging for me to stop. At which point Dr.
Rage instructed me to go down on Joy, with glee in her eyes. Joy
protested, briefly, until she was unable to speak much anymore...
During
the process, out of the corner of my eye I saw Dr. Rage swoop in like a
predator to assist my efforts by stimulating my wife in other regions
while I was busy elsewhere, which seemed to both shock Joy, and to send
her further along her path.... I almost suspected the shock was real, as
well as the craving in Dr. Rage's eyes.
Overhearing some of
good Doctor's observations, I suspect that Joy and I may even have
provided some instruction for the Doctor during this demonstation:-)
(This was a lot of fun for me, Joy is an incredibly responsive and
sensual individual, and warrants subtle care, and it is a *great*
pleasure and privilege to interact with her.)
Then, it was Joy's
turn to massage me, at the Doctor's suggestion. However, she was so
worked up from how I had just tormented her that after a few minutes she
told Dr. Rage: "No, I think I need to just....take him... now." And so
she did, in a way most uncharacteristic of my previously shy,
undemanding wife! It wasn't exactly the "making love" the Doctor had
requested, I was simply...ravaged by a lust-crazed demoness :-) Darn.
When
Joy was done slaking her immediate desires, the Doctor asked her to
step out for a minute so the Doc could chat with me about my thoughts.
During our discussion, the Doctor told me Joy had expressed a desire to
be more....assertive...in our relationship, and asked if I was OK with
exploring things in that direction. I allowed as to how that might be OK
with me :-)
That settled, the Doctor had Joy come back in, but
my demure partner had changed her clothing, and was now wearing some
*very* intriguing lingerie.... And had a decidedly coy but hungry look
in her eyes.
(Another aside, in pre-scene discussions, I had
asked that Victoria use our scene to help teach Joy as much as she
wanted about certain aspects of BDSM, and to feel free to use me as an
instructional aid... I am so *very* glad I asked this, it informed the
flavor of the whole day...)
With an eager smile, the Doctor
handed Joy a nice long soft red rope, and asked her if perhaps she'd
like to restrain me to get started. Joy is quite a skilled practictioner
of Shibari, as it happens, and she had me trussed up in a nice and
deviously functional harness, well suited for later modifications...
As
I was being tied up, the Doctor happened to mention to my dear wife
that she had just realized that she recognized me, and that I'd actually
been coming to the Doctor's office for therapy of my own for about a
year. Joy was shocked, shocked! And a bit angry as the Doctor and I
provided some specifics about the ongoing therapy, including the fact
that other people, of various genders, had been involved...
Doctor
Rage then encouraged Joy to bring forth a confession of her own - she'd
been cheating on me for some time as well, because she had...unmet
needs in our relationship. And she had brought some physical evidence to
throw in my face, as it were.
As Joy was revealing her infidelities, she also became angrier and angrier at mine...
The
Doctor suggested that it was time for us to "clear the air" between us
to start anew, and she and Joy bound me tightly to an exam table... I
didn't especially protest.
And then began many hours of Joy being instructed in various practices and punishments by The Good Doctor Rage:
-
Extensive CBT, including one period where I was trained to achieve
hardness/softness on command, *or else*, so I could please my wife
whenever and however she desired. Joy was positively giggling over this,
and seemed approving of how the Doctor had conditioned me over the
year.
- Some quite clever predicament bondage, which I must
confess pushed me into a piggy sort of zone, in which I was often
purposefully triggering the punishment/pain part of the bondage for the
joy of it. Some of this was done using Doctor Rage's new dungeon
furniture, which is *quite* versatile...
- Joy being taught the details of electrostimulation/torture, something I truly love.
- Urethral sounds, a personal terror and challenge of mine.
-
Mummification in Saran wrap, then spanking, strapping, caning, and hot
wax play over the wrap. (Genius by the way, such easy cleanup and no
marks!). I was mortified I was acting so harlotish at times during this
evolution.
- Clothespins and clamps, oh my!
- A
wonderful lengthy period of face-sitting/smothering by Joy, while Doctor
Rage was torturing other parts of me, while I was trying to cheat and
force Joy to orgasm when nobody was looking, with some success. This
was especially intense for me, as I have a curiously keen sense of
smell, and being so close to the heat and smell and taste of Joy's
arousal, and yet so far, turned me into a quite primal beast. This was a
recurring issue for me throughout the whole day with the nectarious
scents of both women, I'm not sure I've ever mentioned this to them
before, or that I should do so now :-)
- Tease and denial, and
more tease. One fun period of time where Doctor Rage made me cum over
and over like a woman, using a Hitachi on me, allowing me only the
orgasms but not the ejaculation. Laughing and climaxing at the same
time, very confusing to me but so much fun. Joy: 'Is he hurt?"
Victoria: "Not exactly......"
- And much much more.
- All
the while, a wonderful dynamic dialog between us was taking place -
Doctor Rage instructing Joy, Joy asking questions of us both, me
responding to their questions, Joy telling me interesting things, the
Doctor and Joy changing places to work out ideas,....
(Aside:
now, when you are having this sort of fun with one skilled domme, there
is often a bit of downtime so she can catch her breath or set the next
scene. With two skilled, motivated, involved play partners working with
you for this long, *there is no downtime*. I found this to be
exquisitely intense, because I kept getting pushed higher and higher up
the plateaus of sensation/consciousness. I have worked for years to
separate orgasm from ejaculation, and many times throughout our day I
was having nearly-continual non-ejaculatory orgasms, to the point where I
was in a highly-altered state. This was absolutely superb. I also found
it much easier to achieve this state with two people playing with me
instead of just one, as I felt less conscious pressure to monitor my
play partner's mood/safety/condition, something I have a habit of doing
even from the bottom, as the two of them were constantly interacting
each other - it made me able to relax my mind more.)
Joy seemed
to be increasingly enjoying our activities, and becoming more assertive
and skilled over the day. I noticed Doctor Rage was being quite wanton
about pushing Joy along, and the Doctor seemed to be looking at my dear
wife with a mixture of pride and...growing lust.
This was a very
educational time for me, as often severe pain would be occurring at the
same time as exquisite pleasure from the Doctor and Joy working
together. This completely messes up my mind - I can process pain, and
transform it into something pleasurable, and I can process pleasure, but
both simultaneously crosswires me, and I am helpless. It relentlessly
intensifies both feelings something fierce.
Well, as we reached
early evening, the ladies decided it was time for dinner. We cleaned up,
I was provided some interesting reminders of my situation to wear under
my clothing, and off I drove us to a nice restaurant. We did not leave
character, and Joy was making the most of her new assertiveness and
desires, while Dr. Rage continued to offer advice and direction. It was
quite thrilling to be in this public scene with these lovely ladies. Joy
seemed to be having a fine time with it as well, at several times
re-enacting the V-J-Day Sailor-kisses-nurse scene, in a way. I think
Victoria was pretending not to know us at that moment, while I was
almost afraid Joy was going to drag me into an alley and pillage me. I
think I might have liked that :-)
Over dinner, alas, I violated
several of the behavioural rules with which I was tasked. They seemed
set up so that I was doomed to failure, and Joy delighted in causing me
to trip up. Victoria was quietly keeping score, and I was promised
severe punishment for each one.... Once informed of the nature of some
of the punishment, I *may* have violated the rulesa few times more to
earn extra strokes of the lash, since I seemed doomed anyways. Joy
also took some wicked pleasure in ordering some really hot food, so that
her mouth would be good-and-spicy for later use... And there was
considerable discussion of what uses all the ginger on our plates could
be put to, as well as the rather large supply the Doctor mentioned she
had back at the office...
After dinner, I drove us back to the
good Doctor's office for additional counseling. Which went on for hours.
Both ladies were playing at the same time, often taking terrible
advantage of my newfound pain/pleasure confusion to keep me continually
overstimulated, flustered, and in a state of near-constant climax.
Many were our diversions of the rest of the evening, mostly recounted in images below, as my mind was a bit hazy at this point:
-
Tightly shackled to a clever piece of dungeon furniture, and flogged,
paddled, and whipped with the single-tail, to the point of climax
several times. It is a skillful practitioner indeed who can bring you to
this point with a whip, I could have stayed there all night, as
Victoria had brought me with Joy's help into my very very happy spot. I
was being downright slutty about it at this point, I will confess.
-
Strapped and shackled to Dr. Rage's new spank/fuck bench, then spanked
silly while being pleasurably tormented at the same time. Trying to
sneak in some more climaxes for Joy when Victoria wasn't looking, but
caught, and punished some more. Darn.
- Milked by
prostate/anal/cock stimulation, while still strapped down to the
delicious fuck bench. At this point I was pretty mindless in my
gluttony, and quite vocal about it. One fine moment while Victoria was
instructing Joy, with both of their hands in my ass, stands out through
the haze of pleasure.
- The two of them deciding I was simply
having too much fun, as Doctor Rage was pausing to put on a very
aesthetic red leather strap-on harness. Doctor Rage suggested to my wife
Joy that they take a short break, and that *she* really ought to see
what it was like first, before it was used on me. Joy demurred. Doctor
Rage insisted. Doctor Rage got her way, as is so often the case.
-
Being forced to watch helplessly as The Good Doctor pounced on my
surprised wife, and ruthlessly took her on the floor in front of me. Joy
seemed to really get into this after a brief moment of astonishment
over what was happening. The sensations pouring off the two preoccupied
ladies were so intense that I had a climax simply from observing. Doctor
Rage had been trying to seduce Joy all night, I think she finally just
snapped and went for it :-)
- Having the hinted-at Eiffel Tower
demonstrated for Joy and myself, with me still inescapably attached to
the fuck bench, Doctor Rage behind me, Joy in front of me. Joy
mercilessly taking my mouth, while Victoria had my rear. For a long
time. The two of them high-fiving each other. Me screaming in ecstasy,
over and over. My good wife Joy whispering in my ear about How Things
Will Be From Now On, relating a plan for the future that deeply touched
many of my innermost wicked fantasies. Joy milking me, while Victoria
continued from behind.
- Being told I could ejaculate at long
last, after 10ish hours of torment, almost blasting myself into orbit
doing so when Joy gave me the command to cum.
- Joy naughtily
making me clean up the resultant mess off of her, sweetly offering it to
me as a present to show my devotion and acceptance of our new
arrangement...
Then for me, what must have been the single best
part of the evening occurred, though it may seem odd to you. Victoria
spread out some blankets on the floor, and we all lounged around,
exhausted, trying to regain our senses, while we discussed the
theory/practice of some of what we'd done, and other things we might
want to try in the future. I felt completely at peace and relaxed, as I
think the two of them did as well. It was a long moment of
near-innocence, as if we were just kids who'd been playing vigorously
for hours and lain down in a grassy field to rest and look at the sky.
We
then cleaned up, and headed out, before our coaches turned into
pumpkins. In truth, Victoria almost had to kick Joy and I out - I
suspect we'd still be there if she hadn't, we were having so much fun
together. I fear we completely wrecked Doctor Rage's poor dungeon
though, the trail of destruction we left behind over the evening was
quite impressive, though the Doctor was doing her best to keep things
orderly along the way. I wish I'd thought to take a picture of her
kitchen sink, for instance :-)
This day/evening was simply one
of the most fun play sessions I've ever had with anyone! Everyone was
skilled, and non-judgmental, and having a good time. The three of us
exchanged energy nicely, everyone was very caring and considerate and
wanton and wicked. We had a common roleplay scenario that we used to
keep things moving along, and to drive past any uncomfortable spots. It
was equal parts performance-art, pure sensuality, and childish fun.
It
was a bit interesting for me at times having a different
safeword/signalling protocol for each participant and their simultaneous
activities, so difficult to keep straight :-) I admit to a certain
amount of foolish pride in hearing Joy say "OMG, he hasn't said XXX
yet!" and hearing Victoria laughingly respond "don't worry ... he
won't".
At times, these ladies managed to turn me into a
completely greedy, happy, mindless slut, just basking in the experience
and asking for more, more, more. Something I don't normally do except
when I'm really trusting and comfortable.
I eventually reached a
wonderful point partway throughout the day where I was severely
empathic with both ladies, and essentially lost most sense of self, but
could seemingly feel what everyone else was feeling all at once. This
usually only happens when I am playing with someone I have known for
decades, or during multi-day spiritual ceremonies that involve
fasting/dehydration/purification/mortification, and it is telling to me
of their skill and empathy that Victoria and Joy could accomplish this.
I
learned quite a few important things during the day, which I won't
bother you with as this account is already quite lengthy, but I deeply
thank Victoria and Joy for helping me figure them out :-) You two rock!
Folks,
if this sort of extended exploration is your path, I cannot recommend
these two fine humans enough. While each lady individually is a
treasure, together they present the possibilities of an experience on a
completely higher level. If you take the time to develop a good working
relationship with them ahead of time, and communicate clearly, and honor
their desires as well, and build trust, even more so.
I'm already making plans for other insane fun we can all have together.
